Compulsive exercise is a socially acceptable prison cell
Compulsive exercise (CE) gets little attention, despite being a fairly common and serious condition. There is no universally recognized definition of compulsive exercise, though it involves being obsessed and all-consumed by exercising, and those who suffer from it often describe themselves as being miserable, in pain, or depressed all the time. Although it is frequently accompanied by an eating disorder (85% of those with eating disorders also exercise compulsively), there are also people who may be hyper-focused on exercise alone. By analyzing close to 1000 social media posts, images, and discussions on 13 social media sites over the course of a year, a new study from 91社区 researchers from the Department of Kinesiology and Physical Education, Laura Hallward, a recent PhD graduate, and Associate Professor Lindsay Duncan, illuminates the lived experiences of those who engage in the practice. The researchers believe that material drawn from these online discussions could help inform future CE treatment programs, particularly around definitions of healthy exercise.
Control issues, a lack of understanding, and the challenges of recovery
Some common themes emerged from social media posts on CE 鈥 from the high cost of burning off binges, and the lack of understanding of the compulsion to exercise, to seeking to control the exercise, but ultimately being controlled by the addiction instead:
鈥淗ow about wanting to die any time you鈥檙e too sick to meet your step count?鈥
鈥Coworkers and friends CONSTANTLY say things like 鈥業 wish I could run like you鈥, 鈥業 wish I had your body鈥 etc. What they do not know is I am constantly battling myself in my head. They do not see me pushing myself to run sometimes until I am in so much pain that I am crying. They cannot fathom what exercise addiction is.鈥
鈥Yesterday [I] had the worst binge of my life 鈥 ended up exercising + forcing myself, doing 60K+ steps before midnight because I can鈥檛 handle the guilt.鈥
鈥淓xercise is helping me sooo much, I鈥檝e honestly missed it. Even though I can see myself very easily slipping into exercise addiction again if I鈥檓 not too careful.鈥
Many people came to social media to express the misery of living with CE, but also their trepidation about leaving it behind and committing themselves to recovery. People also described conflicting experiences during the recovery process 鈥 involving turbulent battles with themselves, knowing that they had to keep fighting to avoid relapsing. Many also turned to social media as a venue to rant and share their frustration with the general lack of awareness around CE from family and friends. They were often praised by others for their appearance or dedication to 鈥渉ealth,鈥 but family and friends were unaware of the disordered thoughts and behaviours driving people to such extremes.
Changing mindsets around exercise
Among the subgroup who managed to make steps towards recovery and develop healthier relationships with exercise, people shared that changing their mindset around exercise was essential: leaving behind rigid rules, exercise as punishment, and appearance-based goals, and instead listening to their body and mind, resting more, and exploring different types of exercise.
鈥淪ociety is constantly suggesting that exercise can solve or improve so many physical and mental issues,鈥 explains Laura Hallward, the first author on the paper. 鈥淲hile it is true and exercise is beneficial for most people and needs to be increased, this overlooks the subset of the population that is obsessed and all-consumed with exercise and need help slowing down and finding other solutions than exercise. I believe there needs to be more awareness for those people and support for them.鈥
The positive recovery experiences shared provide online support and tangible information for those ambivalent about or desiring recovery. The researchers believe that the multiple approaches to developing healthy exercise habits shared online could potentially be valuable content for future psychoeducation programs for those who engage in compulsive exercise.
About this study 鈥淐ompulsive exercise is a socially acceptable prison cell鈥: Exploring experiences with compulsive exercise across social media by Laura Hallward and Lindsay Duncan in |
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